Talk:Kick/@comment-5463410-20121223041401/@comment-5514507-20121223051727

Twin! Finally! You're back! I was super upset the past few days because of recent events and not getting to talk to you 3:

I'm like depressed. My grandma's funeral was okay, I guess. Each of the grandchildren got to pick a flower from the boquet that was on top of the casket and I picked a pink rose because my grandma loved them.. She even had a little dime sized tattoo on her ankle of one. I miss her. A lot.

I didn't look in the casket. Was that wrong of me? I didn't really want to see her, because I don't want to remember a fake version of her. Ya know what I mean? I still feel like I should've though. Do you think I should've? :/

My best friend sent me a plant. It's on my dresser. I don't know what I'm gonna do with it though. I don't have windows in my room, so I doubt it can stay in here even though I really want it to.

You should see the plants that were sent to the funeral. There's at least 50 of them. I carried a ton of them. My old next door neighbor made all the girls in the family these bracelets with a cross and a purple gem or bead on them (my gmas birthstone) I hate cancer.

Sorry Twin, I'm kinda getting all emotional on you.

Did I tell you I realized that Zach's hair is the exact same color as DRS's? I feel so blonde for not realizing that so I don't have to describe it because it's really hard to describe.

How have you been?

I'm getting a new guitar amp for Christmas! :D