Talk:Kick/@comment-5621386-20121228011742

Okay, I'm back after a small while!! I haven't been on much recently and let me just say, home is where the heart is, and my heart belongs to Kick!!!

I'm glad to see that the page isn't blocked anymore, and that we can edit it now. And we reached 50k!!! I really did miss a lot, didn't I? Unless these are all recent developments?

I also wanted to say that I'm sorry that I haven't been updating on my x-over fic, Kickin' It with Austin & Ally. I had a lot of tests in school, and now my parents are planning our annual Holiday/New Year Party!! Yay (note the sarcasm)!!

'Note- If you don't like rants, skip over this paragraph. 'I'm known to be very socially awkward at times. My friends can talk to adults and anyone and everyone easily, and I just stand there, reading something, drinking coca-cola, looking at my feet, daydream about Kick or another one of my ships, or just stare at someone until they get creeped out. I guess you're gonna say that I should hang out with my friends, but my 'friends' are too busy charming adults and then there's the fact that I really don't like some of my 'friends', but I put up with them because my mom is friends with their mom. That's because, and in my culture, it's all about honor and your image. Which I hate because I hate how you're judged. Which makes me rebellious. Which makes all my friends look good compared to me. Which makes my mom try to make me a 'picture of perfection'. Which makes me say "What is perfection? What if I'm perfection, and all my 'friends' are just messed up? And besides, I don't want to be an 'image of perfection'. I want to be an 'image of reality'." Which leads to a string of arguments, and me not talking to anyone for the night to prove a point. But hey, we're just going through the motions, right? Besides, all anyone ever tells me is that I should never be rebellious, and it will get me nowhere in life. That sure doesn't explain why I'm in the best school in the state, while my 'friends' are stuck in normal middle schools.

At least my Christmas was pretty awesome. I got a new acoustic guitar with 10 picks, and my dad took me to see Rise of the Guardians! But I would have given up all my Christmas's if it meant those Connecticut shooting victims had been able to live. The tragedy breaks my heart. The worse part is that one of the little kids used to live a few blocks away from me before he moved to Newtown.

Well, now that you're up to dat with my happenings, I'm going to put an end to this unusually long post.