User blog:TENNISandKICKLOVER2000/*My everyday life*

Hey guys! I'm back!!!;)

Hey guys! Today went as planned, not good, bad. My friend was at school, which made it be bad. I wasn't surprised, I knew it was gonna happen, I was forced to do things that I didn't wanna do, but I fought back and still ended up doing it! I was "forced" to do a singing contest that I ended up winning! BOOM! But, it was still bad overall, I had tons of things going through my mind, my beauty and my talents were questioned like always, but it changed later in the day, I was talking to my friend mellissa(shutupandbealeolivian), we exchanged pictures, once I got a reply from the picture I sent her, I was like "whoa", she replied, "love your hair, face and everything! Your so pretty!" I replied back saying, "thanks! I rarely ever get that told to me" Im always wondering if people think I'm pretty, somedays I think I am, then other days I'm like, I'm not pretty, I'm worthless, because the only people who tell me I'm pretty are my parents, and that's not alot either. I really do wonder if ANYBODY thinks I'm pretty. I'm around my friends and I think, their all so pretty, and cute, why can't I be like them! Then I get all sad inside, but I know I was made like this for a reason, I'm still being worked on yet. But sometimes I forget that, and I'm sitting on the couch listening to love songs and thinking to my self, am I worth it? But I really don't know what to think..............