Talk:Kick/@comment-15582776-20130824033054

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Anna is my only friend and the only email that I will be acknowledging.

I understand, you all hate me.

But my family is practically broke. I know you guys may have hard lives too. Or do have hard lives. My brother could have died three times within a year. My Mom has gotten given birth during a hurricane, then got surgery, got not by a tick, and is getting another surgery, my sisters won't be home for months, I haven't seen my Dad for days...for a twelve yet old who was growing up in a basement and on a floor for 9 years, this may seem like heaven.

If you guys ever told me to "cheer up" or "be happy", remember that the only way for me to be happy is to have friends to be with.

Hate me all you want.

But remember me as the girl who just wanted people that she could tal to and be herself and not hide.

Remember me when you see my name on the news in years to come talking about my death.

My best friend is a pillow because its the only thing I can hug and it won't tell me to leave it alone. It's the one who dries up my tear when I cry, and the one I rest my head on when I have a bad day.

If a person like that existed for me, I wouldn't be here.