Thread:Jenny56852/@comment-5329547-20120725114223/@comment-4887878-20120725145652

I dont know what to say right now... You made me tear up reading this :( Just... Thank you. For all of your support :') Im actually going to print this out and take it with me for school so when I feel sad and ready to give up in this world. Then I'll know there are people like you here that actually appreciate who I am and like me for me. And the best part is that I havent even tried to change myself or who I am when I'm here.

How did you find your best friend? I have like only one friend at school but we only aveone class together and thats the worst part bc shes gifted and I'm advanced...

I guess that by looking at me you'd never guess what I actually go through :/ I used to say "I go to prison every day, except I call it school." Bc thats what it felt like! It felt THAT bad! I felt like the world was out to get me. I felt like I was standing on the edge of the cliff just waiting for someone to come and push me.

I need to find a rock.. But I dont think I've found it yet. I mean sure I like to listen to music and I love reading and I love Kickin it. But I just feel like I havent found that special thing yet...

And at school those people the worse part is that I have all of them in all of my classes. And that doesnt give me the chance to make new friends :( All of them ignore me and they never talk to me. I always say "You gotta give a little to get a little" So if they're willing to lose some of their pride getting to know the quiet girl in the class. Then they'll end up with a completely different person, someone they didnt think was there. But they havent given anything a all.. I guarantee you that not one of them has thought of me as strong and confident but thats exactly what I am. They just havent given me a chance and that right there is the problem.

So thank you for taking your time to writing all of this and yeah I bet it was tough trying to write everything without cussing at them lol. :P

'''P.S: That is my real nickname lol. My real name is Jennifer :) But people just call me Jenny!! :D'''