Thread:Leoh4ever/@comment-4610698-20130126225036

okay, this takes long enough and need to stop. yes i was so wrong to do show the official songs instead of the things we made, and i am truely sorry for that, i haven't sleep since then and... well,, my pain isn't make it any easier.. but i am not writing this about that. you have every right to just hate me, (like the rest all do) but i wanna tell you (and this is out of my heart) that i am so full of regret, and i'm so torn about it. i can't think about anything else anymore... i am mad at myself and i really really really wanna start over. trust me (or not) but if there was a time machine i woud have used it a long time ago! it was wrong for me to do that! i know i know! and i am beggin on my knees for 100.000.000.000 times if i need to..

i know i am wrong, wrong wrong wrong wrong! but i wanna make it up so bad somehow. and please tell me what i have to do for that? i made some rules for myself, and i am not gonna sy them here. but you'll figure them out in time, if we could just leave it behind.

yes i screwed my 1th chance...... but i told people multiple times that i believe in second chances. now you have to let me believe in it. because i lost all my hope now........

i know it is hard. but i have the most hurt out of everyone around.... i am crying all day about it, and you have to know that i still love you. that isn't a lie! honestly, i would never lie to anyone ever again! i am so sorry..

emiel 