Thread:Jenny56852/@comment-5329547-20120725114223

YOU MADE ME TEAR UP!!!!!

I read your profile and saw your 'Behaviour Outside of Wiki' part and it just made me so sad! I didn't even realize that's what it's like for you! You seem so strong and happy and bubbly!!

But then again, I guess everyone hides a part of themselves. Like I pretend I'm crazy happy all the time, though to be honest, my family is a complete mess of epic proportions...and uh, I'm not always the most cheerful person. And I have a bad temper and I'm stubborn and hardheaded. I'll tell you honestly, my life was kinda similar. I barely had friends, had no confidence in myself, cried myself to sleep thinking "Where is my frickin place in the world!"

But what helped me get out of that was writing. Writing out my heart and soul! Poetry, writing and composing music, lyrics, stories; you name it, that's what I wrote. I dunno what you really really are interested in, but please stay strong! You've gotta find something that can help you shine! Something that can help distract you from the pain of school! Who cares about the rest of the world! Who cares if you don't have that many friends! THE PPL THAT WONT GET TO KNOW YOU CAN SUCK A BAG OF @#^$!, to state it eloquently.

And that pisses me off. If I were at your school, I would totally be your friend! I'd sit with you at lunch and crack stupid lame jokes and we could FANGIRL about Kick and anything else! I would invite you to private parties and sleepovers at my house where we could go on Netflix and just watch anything and everything! Then your mother wouldn't ask you those questions anymore cuz you'd be gone EVERY weekend! I would totally go to movies with you! And have stupid chat and text conversations in which we talk about absolutely nothing! And you know what? I'm pretty sure several people here would do the same!

Embrace your differences! If people don't wanna get to know the real you or can't respect the fact that you're just different, then they've got some major problems! It's always the quiet ones that become the most successful. One day, you'll be super happy and successful and some idiot is gonna say, "Man, I wish I got to know Jenny" (Idk if this is your real name or not ;3) and it'll suck for them that they didn't try to know you from the beginning!!!

Guuurl. You know who you are! And you know what a great person you can be! And you absolutely know yourself! You know yourself better than ANYONE! You don't need a thousand people talking to you! You just need to find that one GOOD friend that will always be there for you and can understand you like the back of their hand! Hell, I'm the weird ass girl who sits in the back and writes fanfiction and occasionally threatens people with very colorful language... -__-;; But I don't care that I'm not popular or that I'm not going to all the parties. Why?

BECAUSE I'VE GOT HEART AND SOUL! AND YOU DO TOO! And I know that I've got support outside of school life too! Everyone on these pages, everyone you chat with, the friends you've made online. WE'RE ALL HERE FOR YOU!

I dunno if I'm making any sense, but it's like I said. You don't need the world to surround you. You just need to find that one person. And from there, it ALWAYS gets better! I found my one person. It took me FOREVER. But I found them! And suddenly, I don't care about the others chaps at all!

I hope you stay strong Jenny! From the way you've portrayed yourself on this site, you seem like such a genuine, down to earth, sweet, and gentle girl. And unfortunately, those people at your school haven't given you a chance to show that side of your personality. But WE'VE (OUR FAMILY :D) have seen that side and WE appreciate you!

I HOPE ONE DAY THOSE MFers REALIZE ALL THEY'VE MISSED AND KISS YOUR FEET! (I tried to make this statement as K+ as possible... Man...it is SO hard not to call people nasty names and use cuss words...)

Lexi :D:D:D 