Talk:Kick/@comment-5982893-20130824005754

I thought I had a family here... But it's breaking apart. I want what was in the beginning of KI, where everyone was happy, people weren't yelling at eachother, and there were HUGE chats.

I'm seriously crying right now. I watched the SADDEST documentary in HISTORY, my ACTUAL biological family has major problems, my cousins can't afford real food, I have to live with my grandma because my uncle has to take my house, my optimistic spirit is fading away, my asthma is acting up, I can hardly breathe, my chest hurts, and I'm so dang grateful I've got what I've got. I seriously am on my nebulizer right now. I think I'm getting sick, at my OPEN HOUSE a kid picked on me, and everything is stressing me out. I come on here and find that there is controversy, Brooklyn is leaving, Brooke is saying some pretty horrible stuff, everyone is leaving... I came in here for you guys' comfort. I have my music, I have my ears, I have my books, and I have my writing. And I have some LOYAL, HONEST, TRUE FRIENDS waiting for me on FaceTime, but I can't speak because I have my nebulizer and I'm trying to regain my steady breathing... Besides I don't like to talk whole doing it. I can still type though. I'm not leaving, I swear, but I need someone to just say something. AND I DON'T WANT EITHER OF THE BROOKES SAYING SOMETHING, BECAUSE ONE OF THEM IS BEING REALLY MEAN AND THE OTHER ONE ISNT ON! I'm listening to macklemore. (Sigh.) I'm sorry... Just... I'm on.