Talk:Kick/@comment-5601143-20121027022210

FiFi -

I fucking love you okay?? When I saw you post on here and I knew you were alive, I just sunk down to the floor and stared crying hysterically. Like you know idea how happy I am to know you're alive. I don't really know you that well, but I fucking love you okay <3 I literally just got off the computer chair 5 minutes ago, sat down in the middle of my living room floor and started crying :') Just know that it gets better boo <3 I have been bullied ever since I was in middle school and there are times when I thought about cutting and suicide. The first ever guy I liked called me a fat, ugly bitch when I asked him out and I ran out of the school cafeteria crying (he said it in a note), I've been called all sorts of other names, I've had "friends" say really nasty things behind my back, I've been humiliated in class by my bullies, and I completely ruined my high school career because I let them get to me. I skipped class all the time, so much that I wasn't in for 2 months, I got straight F's, I never went to my proms, never joined any clubs or extracurriculars, my own brother basically insuinuated I wasn't pretty when I told him about a job I was thinking about getting, my nana and grandad constantly comment on my weight. Some days I've thought about just ending it all. But I have my best friends there for me, even if they do live in Texas and Yorkshire, England :) :) Anyways, talk to me whenever you want boo <3 I love you boo

~IDreamOfKick18~

Oh and have a cupcake!