Thread:Notired16/@comment-9181435-20130529145620/@comment-5750239-20130601210409

so i met ryan last year, my friends had knew him and we were at recess and playing tag and he joined with his friends (we were in 7th grade gives us a break) so i was probably the fastest girl and i wasn't afraid to chase the guys down (though they sometimes ended up on the ground) so we got familiar with each other i didn't like him back then, just saying

so then he found his locker was just one class over from mine (you know how they section lockers) so then he started meeting me at my locker every day at the end of school still don't know why he decided that

so i may have started to like him a bit by the end of the school year, nothing big though so i came back this year, not really thinking about it so somehow he finds my locker, which by the way is a hallway away from mine

and he just seemed to treat me differently then the other guys, i started to fall we never had long to talk except rare chances but it still was everyday

so after a point i just started paying attention i would try to bumb into him in the hall, see before there was once or twice where i was leaving the cafeteria and he would walk with me too my next class

and then it got to a point where he was in the basement for this one class, i was in the basement as well

so he ended up meeting me in the basement at the classroom door, this happened quite a few times, we would walk to my next class together and then he would leave, sometimes his class was on another floor so you get why i started to think he was ultra-sweet

so he would say these things from time to time and i would melt inside

there was this one time, it was his birthday (Jan 16, yup i memorized it, did you know 16 is my fav number....) and he told me that he had brought brownies to his last class

so me, being sarcastic went and said "AND YOU DIDN'T SAVE ONE FOR ME?"

and he then said, "well i think i have one left in my locker" and i was like "AAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWW" in my head but then i said i was fine so there was this time at the end of the day this boy was teasing me

so then as ryan and i were walking (notice he didn't ignore me like most would)

he said the kid was stupid and then we ended up teasing each other about being stupid

and then eventually i said i was just kidding to him, so then i said "you don't think I'm stupid do you? he said, no, and quieter i still wonder if i heard right "never" in a whisper so then there were just sweet moments from time to time, but i was utterly confused, did he like me or not so then i was talking to his friend (she's one of my really close friends now)

and i told her that i liked him, she had warned me that she was a bit of a chatterbox, but i didn't worry even if he found out i thought i could handle it

so the next day she tells me they were talking in lunch and she saud to him "i know who likes you" so then he said "is it callista?"

she said yes

I asked what his reaction was she said it wasn't much but that i was in for a big whooop soon (i still don't get what that means) but it kinda went downhill from there he never mentioned it but we didn't meet up as much it was just at the end of the day

i felt like i was holding onto loose strings, i would still try to bump into him but then it just seemed desperate after a point i said enough and i tried to move on

i learned that ryan liked another girl from his friend (she is a cool girl)

there was a guy in a couple of my classes that i found kinda cute (i still dont know where i stand on my feelings with him) so i decided no more ryan i didn't acknowledge him in the cafeteria or the hall we still met at my locker but i kept the convo ligh *light but i still wasnt over him entirely so then laina did that love caculator thing (remember) and i put the new sorta cursh in and ryan in and mystery guy mystery guy was like 30%

newbie (trevor) was 76% ryan put with my name got 100%

i tried it on several more always high 90s except for a few apparently our zen whatevers match well oh did you know trevors b-day is the day after ryan freaky huh

so then it was the last day of break i was still kinda ignoring ryan trevor and i were walking back to class after an assembly

so trevor and i were in the hall talking about who knows what so then ryan comes from nowhere and taps me on the shoulder

he suddenly had to tell me this wild story and i don't know why he needed to say it then, it was almost the day end but he did, then he went to his class and i went to mine i wondered why he suddenly had interest again though so then meeting at the locker was normal, a little more cheery (hey it was break) i decided over break to still keep my distance oh after a point i had told his friend that i liked trevor but yeah, still keep distance, i didn't want to stop being friends completely so i came back from break and i did that it seemed to be going fine for me so then monday i was talking with my one friend leaving the cafeteria talking about this one book so ryan taps my shoulder, i say hi, then continue to my class chatting with my friend after a point i turn to see that ryan was walking along on my other side i didn't even know!

so i said hi again, then we parted to our seperate classes so i'm just trying to keep this all level for now not really pushing, letting him push if he wants thats that

now jordan tells me ryan likes me, does he? he just might, but i cant be hurt again So now I hang out with him at lunch every so often but I keep telling myself to stay in the friend zone, I mean it's a lot less complicated and I can just be myself, not get worried about any impression I make, I should be over him by the endof this year cuz I doubt I'll see him in high school, so yeah I have liked him, but I'm gonna stay off boys for awhile now

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