Talk:Kick/@comment-4915406-20120913052237

Guys, today I lost it.

My bullies bitched at me, yelled at me, made fun of me, i don't know.. everyday stuff except ten times worse. I hurt myself, almsot spraining my ankle because one of them tripped me. I didn't have breakfast or lunch because I usually don't eat breakfast, and they threw away my lunch. I haven't seen my mom all day today, because she works all day pretty much. I had my hair pulled, and.. finally I lost it. At lunch, when I was sitting with my best friends, I lost it. I was starving, I was tired.. I broke down in tears.

But I was thankful for having my friends there for me.

They asked me what was wrong, and I told them nothing. They asked me if I was okay.. they were so caring. But I said that nothing was wrong. I didn't want them to get involved with my personal problems.. for their own good. Yet they sat down with me and made me tell them. So I told them everything. About how bad my eating habits are now, about how I get picked on, about my mom, everything. Guess what they did. They cried with me. They sat down and hugged me like no tomorrow. Then they literally took out some of their leftover food and mad eme eat it. I swear they were feeding me.

I freaking ate it out of their hands because I was too weak to hold anything myself.

They made jokes trying to cheer me up, they were absolutely.. gorgeous. Beautiful.

I'm so thankful to have friends liek that.. including all of you. ALL of you. I don't care if I don't know you, but I respect and love you all. If you hate me, that's your problem, not mine. Sorry babe.

So, if you've ever been bullied, I know what it's like. I've been told I'm ugly, fat.. that nobody likes me.

But go on and try to tear me down. I will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper.

Thank you for reading loves. I swear to God, I would be cutting by now if I didn't have you guys. I love you all so much.

Bullies, when we've grown up and are following our dreams, and you're sitting in an apartment on the worn out sofa with a pack of Cheezits and no job.. well, Karma's a bitch. Sucks for you. :)