Talk:Kick/@comment-71.88.50.221-20121010082218

I'm sad again :( Have you guys heard of that boy named Tyler Guiliano who was shot outside his aunt's home by his father in Connecticut? Yeah, that was in my town. I never talked to the boy but it is still really sad. Plus, it was the 1 year anniversary of my cousin anthony's death a couple weeks ago. He had something called behcet's disorder, or something like that, plus he used to smoke and drink a lot. One day, out of the blue, he just had a brain hemmorhage. They said he was brain dead and they ended up taking him off life support the next day :( I miss him all the time. Then on March 15th, I have the 1 year anniversary of my Directioner best friend, no SISTER's death. Her name was Lydianny :( She was sick in the hospital for 3 days with severe kidney failure. She was only 20 :( She was like a momma to me and some other girls :( And then sometime in April, I have the 2 year anniversary of the death of one of friends Brandon. He committed suicide after he was supposedly bullied. I miss him like mad crazy, even though he would ALWAYS tease me about the fact it took me 5 years to finish high school :') And I just want to ask you guys one favor, please <3 If you are being bullied at all and are feeling the urge to cut or committ suicide, please don't. Get help. You can message me all you want on here. Talk to someone. There are people out there that love you <3 Especially me! There have been days where I have occasionally had suicidal thoughts and though about cutting, but you know what got me through it?? My two best friends Mia and Arrianne. They only know I've though about cutting, it'll break their hearts if they knew I've thought about killing myself. I used to be bullied during middle school and through some of high school because of the fact that I am over weight, don't have the nicest clothes, or the prettiest face. I hit rock bottom my 1st freshman and sophomore years. I just skipped classes all the time because all of the popular people were in there and I didn't want to deal with them. I completely screwed up my high school experience because of bullies and the fact I let them get to me. I became mates with the librarian because I would always skip class and go in there to read and she just never questioned it :) But yeah, please, if you are feeling this way, please talk to me or one of your mates. It will help, trust me.

SORRY I JUST SPRUNG MY EMOTIONAL SHIT ON EVERYONE! I JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OUT.

~IDreamOfKick18