Talk:Kick/@comment-5405818-20121228071838

Ok I need some help... I really suck at making friends and I had some amazing ones but we moved towns 2 summers ago and even though we only live 20 min away it's hard to get ahold of them cause I can't just walk to their houses anymore and the friends I made whee I moved are pushing me away. I don't wanna drop their names so lets call the Maggie, Heather, Lily, Mary, Alex, Sally, and Irene. Lily is like my total opposite, she's heavy metal and black, I'm pop and pink. But we are like bffs but I feel like she's pushing me away but the total bomb was when Maggie and Heather told her to tell me that they didn't want to be my friends anymore but she didn't so they told me through text, in the same day, within an hour. And it's really hard because they at estill besties with Lily and she's 3 lockers down so when they stand their and talk to her they block my locker. On a side note my family spends 3 months in Florida every year cause we are snowbirds and we leave on January 3 but I need advice for when I come back. Lily is always talking about Heather and so is everybody else. Then there's this girl (again not real names)Karen who is super annoying but I pretend to like her and so does everybody else and she shows us her arms really quick at lunch cause she has been cutting and we know she is doing it off attention but she just won't stop! Plus there is a girl everyone hates but she thinks we all like her and if we say something she'll tell a teacher we r bullies and we all get detention, yay! Note the sarcasm... So we have to put on plastic smiles. I just feel like no one really likes me and they all just pretend to to shield my feelings. Am I better off not trying so hard if they aren't?

Sorry that was such a long rant but it felt good to tell someone who won't send me to therapy. That's what all the adults I know did... Twice.. And it did nothing!!!