Talk:Kick/@comment-4865117-20130530100224

I'd hate to be all melodramatic and stuff, but I really need to get this off my chest.

Honestly, I'm starting to feel like we're not really a family. Or at least, I'm not PART of the family. There are all these stupid Internet trolls which tear us apart and silly little arguments over trivial things that really don't matter too much. And while we always have them resolved and the offenders apologize, etc, it still hurts me to think that the fight would start in the first place.

Not to mention, I've been feeling really excluded. I never realized it until now, but yes. I don't have a BFF on this Wiki. I can't usually come on chat because whenever I access the website, it's on the bus home on my phone (I'm busy as hell). I'm not even sure if people know my name. (or at least my fake name, which is more or less the same idea) And this all sucks, considering I've been on this Wiki for a really long time, longer than most of you (no offense guys)

But yes, I feel kinda excluded. People may not even know what my USERNAME is. I'm serious. Under the 'Kickers' category, I put my name down; someone changed it to 'YouMakeMeCrazy'.

I try to make an effort. I comment regularly, I put down personal thoughts and I always try to come on chat - except when I finally get to tear myself away from my schedule, nobody's online.

So you can't say I didn't try.

But that's not my point here. My point is, I really don't even if this 'family' is where I belong, because all you others - Brooke, Brookelyn, Jacee, Meg, Jazzie (previously... depressingly enough. Refer to first para for my point, k?), and SO MANY others, you guys all seem so bonded. You talk a lot on chat, evidently, and you all know each others' names...

Well, I don't know what happens now. Will this post give a lasting impression of me on you guys? Or will it just make things worse? Or will nothing change?

Maybe I'll leave the Wiki. Maybe I'll stay; but I won't comment as much - because what's the use? Coming here everyday when it's difficult for me to is something I don't have to do.

Whatever it is, I'm finally glad to have gotten this off my chest.

-Sienna (YouMakeMeCrazier7)

(for those who don't know my name. Or my username, even)