Talk:Kick/@comment-5620015-20130527030729

Hey guys... sorry I haven't been on recently.

I had schoolwork and my play. Which went awesome. But it was the last play for our seniors, who are amazing, so that was sad. I held it together for them, though. But a huge blow came to me when I found out the guy I've been crushing on for the past three months stated that he never had feelings for me. Ever. And I didn't find this out from him, but from my friend, who coincidentally went to elementary school with him. So... it hurts. Like being thrown from a building and crashing onto pavement. I should have listened to you, Calli. I shouldn't have fallen so fast and hard. Stay away from boys, stay away from love, girls. You're too young for it and the first time never works out. Or the second. It feels perfect, but it's not. And every guy is the same. I thought he cared about me more than other guys did, and he does, but just not in that way. Stories like the Notebook and Titanic, they never happen in real life. They're just fanciful daydreams of the writer. And I'm a writer. I want that kind of relationship. I've grown up to idolize it. But it doesn't happen. Y'all will meet someone someday, but it takes a few hardships and missed shots. There's tears and there's hope. And am I going to swear off boys? Maybe for a little while, but I still have hope. Because someone has been trying to arrange a blind date for me. And it's gonna be okay. So if you're ever in this situation.

Wipe off the tears

Reapply the makeup

Pick up your head and your sword, battle princess.

Because your tiara is slipping.

So, that was just an update, and I won't be on again for a while.

But I promise when the next episodes come out.

I'll be back and better than before. With swasome ideas.

Peace out y'all.