Talk:Kick/@comment-6157084-20130409232041

Erm...Hi. I know I recently published a new story but right now I don't feel well entirely happy. As some of you may know, I've been having a hard time trying to keep my ideas fresh and unique. But I just had someone judge my stories because it wasn't to their potential. It was just the first chapter, and immediately someone disliked it. I honestly have no idea why but that person believed that the abuse is just a filler for amping up the plot when I certainly had other ideas in mind, I create stories for awareness of reality.

Having someone judge me because of the way I create stories and write really hit me in the gut. It felt like they were trying to make me someone else because of their grammar and exceptional stories. That person even gave me a list of author for me to go to as a reference to know what kind of exceptional stories really are, because that person heard about me and decided to check out my stories and found nothing amazing - I don't take it personally, but the moment it gave me a list and a rude comment though it was just a benefit for my writing, I couldn't stand it.

I find nothing unique about my stories but you do. I don't know why but suddenly my interesting in writing and fanfiction had gone down the drain. I'm unsure if I should continue in overall my writing, yes I'm actually thinking about quitting fanfiction after that review.

But what do you guys think? I had so many plans for my newest story with the abuse that's unlike other stories. But after one chapter my confidence is gone. Sorry for my ranting, I've been in a bad mood for a while.

~Noelle