Thread:Notired16/@comment-5621472-20121218230719/@comment-5621472-20121219022912

I`m scared to send him another message. I feel like I`m scaring him off but he still acts the same but only glances more maybe because of the message. Why do you think he isn`t responding?

I have a gut-wrenching feeling to just say that I was hacked. But now that it`s out I am kind of hoping something will happen and that was what stopped me from messaging him about my plan.

I feel like I`m desperate. I`ve acted strong infront of him to show I`m not like the other girls, I think my mind was playing tricks making me believe that he likes me because he`s acted like this for about 9 years. Now I think I just made a fool of myself.

I was playing hard to get. But it seems like he doesn`t get it and now that I`ve had enough, I`ve decided to make the first move and yet he`s not responding. I feel like I ruined something between us, but we still act the same. I mean we made full eye-contact during the library because I was working on a project with my group and his friend made a comment and he caught this and looked that same time so he was looking down on me and immediately I broke the contact. It`s still the same but a tad bit more awkward well for me anyways.

Now I`m just confused. I really want to talk to him face-to-face but he`s always surrounded by his friends. And when he`s alone, which is quite rare. I`m afraid.

Sorry for the long comment. I`m a writer, I tend to give out a lot of details.

-Bethany