Talk:Kick/@comment-6000328-20130209065352

Guys i feel like my family is different

since my nana died

My mum is insensitive and mean andfemale doggy

my brother seems like he is becoming depressed

My sister is mean, distant and hateful

my dad....seems broken

I feel alone

I feel like I'm the only one there for him me and my dad are close and its breaking me to see him broken he I feel like I'm the only 1 he can open up to and talk to my sister just gets annoyed when either of my parents talk my mum just says 'erica give your father a hug' and walks away my brother has learning difficultys and has no clue what to do my parents look like they are getting on each other nerves I ask God and pray every time I see my dad sad to help him get through this and make everything better in everyones life...but .... its the oppisite. I have no voice with my sister, me and brother are the only ones we can talk to i grew up helping my older brother(17-18) I keep on praying but it only makes the oppisite of what i say, with my friends I love them to death but I can't bring myself to say it that would mean my walls go down, I feel like I'm alone in my familyI cant explain it I feel like I keep on doing the wrong thing my life just keeps on going down hill with other stuff I write but thats all I can do at the moment when my nana died it went down hill from there bad christmas ( she died 2 days b4) sibling fights (auntys) mother daughter fights (Mum and sis-somtimes me) And i cant do anything about it and that kills me.

I love all of them but the more I love them, the more it seems to get worse ...and hurt

help me...please